Monday 4th July 2011
Had a small but meaningful chat with my Dad today. He seems to have digested the news better than Mum. They can’t make a decision for me but they can be there to support whatever option I choose. My husband knows that I want this baby, I’ve opened up to him. The thoughts of cruelty and un-want kept me awake again last night. I look at my children now, pains in the backside at times but all unique and individual too. They are lovely children who just seem a tad hyperactive at times. I’m sure we’ll cope as a family.
I coped today at least. Well, kind of coped. It was more of a bad day turned hectic. The Primary School was closed for a training day so not only was my daughter at home but my son was too because the childminder was taking a day off. My daughter had toothache so I managed to get her to the dentist for an emergency filling. The poor little live was ever so brave but she’s been in pain ever since/ If I can cope with her screaming and the youngest causing havoc in the dentists, I can cope with anything.